Another Chance (5/9)
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stillroseTitle: Another Chance (5/9)
Fandom: BTVS; Spike/Xander
Warnings: Slash, AU 5th/6th season, violence, character death
Rating:NC-17
Summary: Another Spike shows up in Sunnydale insisting he has a soul…and that he loves Xander.
UNBETAED
Previous parts here.
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“That was just..it wasn’t re..it was just a ploy,” Xander finally managed to say when his brain came back online. Spike’s evil finger slowly made its way down over Xander’s chin to glide down his throat. Xander swallowed.
“Doesn’t matter,” the other Spike whispered. “Not among vampires.”
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Xander’s Spike began gently rubbing his thumb across the hollow of Xander’s throat. A groan started to creep up the back of the human’s throat in response. He swallowed it down.
“Why..why are you doing this, Spike?” Xander whispered as he curled his fingers into his palms to keep from touching the vampire in front of him.
“Because you’re mine, pet,” Spike leaned in and whispered against Xander’s ear. “And if I don’t he will.”
The groaned escaped. Xander closed his eyes. This couldn’t, shouldn’t, be happening! Yet it was!
“What..what about what I want?” Xander finally managed to say as soft lips made the slightest exploration of patch of skin just behind his left ear.
“Say the word and I’ll stop,” Spike whispered into the thin skin protecting the vein pumping so much sweet hot fluid just under the vampire’s lips. “But I guarantee you at some point he won’t.”
“That’s a lie!” the other vampire snarled. “I’d never hurt Xander.”
“No, but somehow your Xander’s dead and you’ll do whatever ya have ta for a second chance.”
“Not th…”
“I would!” Spike said as he took an uncharacteristic breath and leaned back away from Xander. His eyes however remained locked with his pet’s. “Oh, it would be a sweet seduction, but you’d still stake yer claim to him. It’s what I’d do to try and ease the red raw hurt of it all. I’d try and find whatever solace I could, include wishing myself to another ‘verse, finding a Xander not smellin’ of another Spike and makin’ him my own. I’d cheat, lie, steal, kill…I’d even take extreme measures if I had ta to make him mine!”
Xander stared at the Spike before him. His eyes widened. No one had ever talked about him like that! No one had ever wanted him like that; not even Anya!
“I…” the other Spike tried to say.
“But ya know what?” Xander’s Spike as once again began to map Xander’s face with a finger tip while his other hand began to wander shamelessly across Xander’s chest to playfully flick at the hardened nipples straining against Xander’s shirt.
“Unh!” Xander gasped while arching into Spike’s mesmerizing touch.
“Stop it…” growled the other Spike.
“Why? This is my Xander,” Spike growled back
Xander’s skin was on fire. His mind was whirling. When..How..Why was he responding to Spike like this? Could he stop it?
“Sp…” Xander tried to whisper but a thumb brushed against a sensitive peak sending a jolt of hunger straight to the tip of his cock.
“He said he wasn…”
“And I’m not going ta let you take him from me,” Spike said then inhaled deep the scent of his pet’s need. He was moving fast. He knew it. He’d hoped to someday let Xander make his own move. Figure things out on his own, but his time was up. His doppelganger had forced his hand. Now he’d just have to nudge Xander along. Nudge him hard!
“You…you… Buffy..the bot! Harmony!” Xander huskily accused trying desperately to find familiar footing in a world spinning swiftly out of control.
“Sweet bit of distractions. Appetizers to savor while waiting for the main course,” Spike whispered as he tilted his pelvis forward and let his denim covered cock brush lightly across Xander’s twin clad one.
“That’s fighting dirty!” Xander groaned as a low hunger raced through him to pool at the base of his spine.
“’M the big bad,” Spike purred and did it again. Xander moaned and grabbed at Spike’s shoulders. His breath was coming fast. He was panicking. He was losing the war to end this and he wasn’t even sure he understood what this was.
“Wh…why now,” Xander panted.
“Because this twit will try and take wot’s not his seeking to find something he’s lost. But he won’t find it. He’d wrap ya up..tie a pretty bow around ya. You’d be sweet and hot. Ya’d taste and purr like his Xander. You’d grind against him like his pet. You’d burn around him, your core all open to him but you won’t be him. And in the end he’d hate ya for it. He’d use ya..and leave ya.. and I won’t have it!”
“I’d never do that to Xander!” the other Spike insisted. “I love him!”
“Ya love your Xander!” Spike growled as he worked his hands up under Xander’s shirt to feel skin. It was the vampire’s turn to gasp. His boy’s flesh was as hot and sweet as he’d always dreamed. It was time to wake up!
“Tell me ta stop, pet,” Spike rumbled softly as his hands worked their way up his chest so he thumbs could play with his boy’s nips without anything getting in the way.
“Nnuh,” Xander panted.
“Is that a no?”
Willow it should be! Xander’s mind cried as he shook his head but he couldn’t do it.
“Spike,” Xander whispered.
“If ya want me ta stop say it now,” Spike said “because once I make my claim..once you’re fully mine I’m not letting you go.”
“I don’t..is this a vampire thing?”
“No,” Spike said before he suddenly claimed Xander’s lips. The young man gasped opening his mouth making it easy for the vampire’s tongue to lay claim. It moved inside and insolently snaked and danced along the moist skin inside. It dueled with Xander’s tongue and won. Xander groaned and ground himself against Spike. Cocks twitched and the air was scented with musky need.
Spike broke the kiss. He looked at Xander.
“This? This is an us thing,” he whispered.
Xander’s knees buckled. Arms wrapped around him and held him up. He pulled Spike’s lips down to cover his own. Blinders were off. All the sniping and insults were just cover: he saw that now. They had been just a false wall hiding this treasure of want, need and something much deeper. How was it possible he hadn’t known? How could he have been buried under such self-denial?
Someone groaned. Xander’s legs wrapped around the vampire’s waist. There were the sounds of footsteps retreating and a door slamming shut. Part of Xander’s brain tried to process what it meant. It was important.
Then there was more kissing. Lips meshed and bruised. Fingers grasped. There was movement. Xander was falling.
“SPIKE!” Xander cried as he lay on the bed.
“Here, pet,” the vampire whispered as he stretched out on top of the human. Cool lips explored Xander’s throat while fingers fumbled to undue his belt.
Xander tore at the duster trying to rip it from Spike’s shoulders. The vampire laughed. He straddled Xander and sat up. He tore of his duster and threw it in the corner. Xander’s hands rushed to push at the shirt. He needed to see that torso. He needed to know if it was as lean as he imagined.
Spike rocked and ground against Xander while he stripped his shirt. Xander arched underneath him and screamed.
“That’s my good, pet,” Spike crooned while he worked the buttons of his fly open. His heavy cock sprung free. Xander gasped. For a moment fear and hesitancy crept back into his desire filled mind.
That was Spike’s cock! Spike’s hard and naked cock! He was getting groiny with…
“It’s OK, Xander” Spike purred as he began to gently ease the zipper down over Xander’s own hard length. “It’s OK.”
Xander swallowed. This was crazy! It was all happening too fast!
A cool hand snuck past the opening in Xander’s boxers. Fingers stroked him.
“OHHHH FUCCKK!” Xander screamed as his whole body rocked up into the touch.
“Soon,” Spike promised. He leaned down for another searing kiss. Xander opened for him and moaned in protest when the vampire removed his cool fingers from the human’s hard length. Hands ripped at Xander’s shirt. It gave way under the vampire’s strength.
Spike growled while scrambling off Xander. A whimper like sound escaped past the human’s lips. There was a flurry of more searing kisses, hot touches and soon both men were stripped naked.
Skin slid against skin. Xander cried out. His heat warred with Spike’s coolness like their barbed exchanges had always done. His hunger for the vampire increased. He pressed closer to the man searching for something he didn’t understand.
“Spike,” he whispered against the vampire’s chest.
“Yes, luv?” Spike answered as he trailed kisses down the meridian of Xander’s chest heading straight for the sweet morsel at the center of his belly.
“I think…I think,” Xander arched and screamed with raw desire as Spike slid a cool tongue teasingly into Xander’s belly button. He leaking cock smudged a trail of precum against the vampire belly.
“Think wot, pet?” Spike asked when he finally ceased to tongue fuck Xander’s navel.
“I WANT YOU!” Xander ground out in a hoarse voice filled with a need he’d never experienced. He was drowning in Spike. He didn’t think he could be saved. He didn’t want to be saved.
Spike laughed and lapped at his treat. He bit softly around it until Xander mewled and begged.
“I know,” he finally said. “I always knew.”
“I didn’t…”
“You’re worth waiting for, pet. Havin’ ya any other way than willin’ and of yer own accord wouldn’t be havin’ ya at all.”
“Hate..hate..” Xander struggled to remember what Spike said. Bits of memories of harsh words and deeds exchanged with Spike floated through his mind.
“Shhh,” Spike crooned as he slid his slips down below Xander’s navel and through his coarse hairs to rest gently on the delicate skin wrapped around his steel core. “M a vampire. Pain..pleasure…flips sides of the same coin. Was all sweet words and seduction ta me.”
Xander thought of Spike chained in his lazy boy. He thought of all the insults he’d thrown at the vampire.
“You have a strange idea of courtship!” Xander laughed. Spike smiled.
“Complaining?” he asked just before he swallowed Xander’s cock to its root.
Once again Xander screamed with pleasure! In one swift move Spike had swallowed him down! Swallowed him whole and sweet…oh merciful…he was sucking!
“NO!” Xander yelled his answer to Spike’s question as the vampire worked Xander’s flesh. Throat muscles worked tightly around Xander’s cock stroking it while Spike’s nimble fingers rolled and danced over Xander’s heavy balls.
“Spike! Spike! OH..ghods! Spike!” Xander panted.
Spike sucked and worked his throat harder. Xander arched off the bed. His balls tightened. Fingernails scraped lightly on the inside of his thighs.
“Gonna ..oh fuck! Spike..Spike! SPIKE!” Xander cried as lightening gathered at the base of his spine.
The vampire only worked him harder and faster. He pressed that spot just behind the base of his cock and Xander exploded! Hot juice shot down Spike’s throat while Xander thrashed and bucked. He whimpered, cried and chanted Spike’s name. The vampire milked his pet swallowing every sweet drop of the musky cream trying to imprint to his long memory this first taste of Xander.
“Spike..spike…” Xander whispered as his cock twitched then grew quiet and calm in Spike’s mouth. Carefully the vampire pulled free from his treat. With the gentle’s licks he made sure to clean up even the faintest traces of his pet’s spend.
When he was done, Xander lay quiet in a post orgasmic pool of bliss and exhaustion. He was limp and satiated. Spike smiled. This is what he needed for the next step in claiming his Xander.
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Date: 2010-04-23 03:39 am (UTC)Thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:40 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2010-04-23 03:51 am (UTC)thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:41 am (UTC)Chap 6 is up.
sr
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Date: 2010-04-23 04:40 am (UTC)thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:42 am (UTC)chap 6 is up..and btw..that icon is smokin!
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Re: thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 03:33 am (UTC)Literally and figuratively. *g* Blondebitz made it. The totally scrumptious full manip she made is here: http://whichclothes.livejournal.com/120023.html
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Date: 2010-04-23 04:52 am (UTC)thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:44 am (UTC)chap 6 is up.
sr
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Date: 2010-04-23 05:10 am (UTC)Have a sentence here that needs a word inserted.
It moved inside and insolently snaked and danced the moist skin inside (against the moist skin? around? with?)
Looking forward to reading next chapter, feeling sorry for Other!Spike
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Date: 2010-04-24 01:45 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2010-04-23 06:53 am (UTC)Awesome fic as per usual!!
thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:46 am (UTC)Chap 6 is up.
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Date: 2010-04-23 06:57 am (UTC):::sticks head in 'fridge:::
I'm like everyone else...feeling sorry for the other Spike.
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Date: 2010-04-24 01:47 am (UTC)Anyway...make room in the freezer...chap 6 is up.
:)
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Date: 2010-04-23 07:30 am (UTC)But what about Other Spike? Was our Spike right when he said he would end up resenting Xander? And what will he do now?
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Date: 2010-04-24 01:50 am (UTC)Chap 6 is up.
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Date: 2010-04-23 02:49 pm (UTC)Wonderful fic ... can barely wait for the rest.
Oh ... may I friend you?
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Date: 2010-04-24 01:51 am (UTC)I'm glad you liked. Chap 6 is up.
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Date: 2010-04-23 02:53 pm (UTC)thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:52 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2010-04-23 03:03 pm (UTC)thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:53 am (UTC)sr
Oooh! and...OW!
Date: 2010-04-23 03:07 pm (UTC)YES! Wait, souled!Spike, oh no!
Rofl
My shipper heart is confused! And what does it mean, that souled!Spike's Xan wouldnt have him unless he was souled, but THIS verse's Xan will have Spike unsouled?
Do I see vamp!Xan on the horizon? Now Im very...VERY intrigued. You're definitely throwing me some curves, and oh yeah...smoking scene.
Cigg!fic.
Still beautiful. :D
Re: Oooh! and...OW!
Date: 2010-04-24 01:53 am (UTC)Chap 6 is up.
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Date: 2010-04-23 03:11 pm (UTC)Sometimes Spike needs a push.
Maybe there's a universe with a Xander without a spike for Other spike?
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Date: 2010-04-24 01:54 am (UTC)Chap 6 is up.
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Date: 2010-04-23 05:08 pm (UTC)thank you
Date: 2010-04-24 01:56 am (UTC)chap 6 is up.
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Date: 2010-04-24 02:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-30 06:04 pm (UTC)I've just read the first 5 chapters and am enjoying.
I like that Other Spike showing up pushed this Spike into action. But Poor souled!Spike ! I am concerned for him. But Spike is right, this Xander is not his Xander, not without the same memories and experiences, but would souled Spike really mistreat him? More like it just wouldn't work out maybe.
I also find it interesting that other universe Xander needed his Spike to be souled, but this one doesn't.
Can't this Spike share a little? ;o) I'm sure he'd hate to - but we'd enjoy it!
Great stuff.
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Date: 2010-06-06 10:28 pm (UTC)