There’s Always a Sneer in Vegas (37/?)
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stillroseHelorTitle:There’s Always a Sneer in Vegas (37/?)
Fandom: BTVS; Spike/Xander
Warnings: Slash, AU, Post Apocalyptic, violence, non-con, slavery, tentacles,
Rating:NC-17
Summary: It’s been seven years since Angelus killed Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Seven years after Angelus opened a portal to hell on Earth. Humans are food, slaves or on the run. There’s hope only in small band of resistance fighters. However, that’s a hope Xander Harris no longer has. It’s been six months since he was taken in a raid. At first Xander thought he was lucky the demons didn’t know who he was; but then that was before he became property to an Azora demon.
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Previous parts here.
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Spike breathed deep the delicate scent of pheromones Xander’s body was releasing. He could feel his pet’s reaction and he could see the stir of interest in Xander’s loins. It both pleased and saddened him. It pleased him because as long as part of Xander still wanted him there was hope that not all was lost. There was hope he could still win Xander back…could still Claim him. It saddened him because he knew the terrible burden and guilt it was to be attracted to someone who’d hurt you. He knew what it was like to respond to someone who you hated.
“It’s OK, pet,” Spike whispered. “Blood..passion..works its will regardless of what we want.”
Xander turned his head. Spike quickly finished up with treating Xander, got off the bed and then he covered Xander with the blankets.
“My promise still stands, pet,” Spike said softly. He touched the tip of Xander’s nose briefly before turning off the lights and leaving the bedroom.
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The strange pattern repeated itself over the next couple of days. Clem or Ante would wake Xander up in the afternoon. Clem would feed him a smoothie or something light and then take him outside. Only this time he made sure Xander put on a sun block.
“I have permission to do your back,” Clem had said the first time Xander tried to apply the lotion. Xander had nodded his assent. Clem’s hands had been cool, not as cool as Spike’s but cooler then a human’s. His skin was also soft and while Clem had been gentle there was none of the strange sense of soothing Xander had felt at Spike’s touch. He had hated it.
Each day Clem enticed Xander a little closer to the pool’s edge. Each day he talked the whole way through the walk and let Xander know he was there for him. Each day he also brought comics and then snack food to share after the walk. Xander had found those moments soothing.
He’d come to learn that Clem was a gentle and kind being. He also had sensed that Clem had been somewhat lonely too. Clem had been a little demon in a big demon world. Being the “sitter” for Master Spike's Pet gave him status that he had never had before but what seemed important to him was Xander’s friendship.
Clem made sure to always take Xander to and from the suite in routes where they were less likely to be seen by other demons thus keeping Xander’s near nakedness from being an issue. Clem always talked to Xander like a person, not a thing. Clem was always nervous around Spike and Xander began to put himself more and more between Spike and the floppy eared demon.
That was part of the daily ritual. Clem would bring Xander back to the suite after their afternoon excursion and Spike would be waiting for them. He’d dismiss Clem, feed Xander and then gently massage skin lotion on after Xander showered.
Xander wondered what the point of the lotion was. The burn was fading. Yet, Spike seemed obsessed in making sure Xander didn’t peel. He was quiet most of the time he worked on Xander and he was infinitely patient. His touch was light. Xander bore it with clenched jaws. He hated how it soothed some wounded part of him. He hated it even more how his body responded to Spike. The vampire ended the massage the same way; he tucked Xander in and touched him lightly on the nose before leaving.
Sleep would overcome Xander then for a few hours. When he awoke Clem or Lorne was always there to keep him company the rest of the evening. Spike never returned and Xander didn’t try to find out where the vampire went though he couldn’t help but wonder.
Lorne had told Xander the game had been delayed until Spike had finished a security sweep. Xander had grunted in response. He hadn’t cared about the sweep. He had cared about the game though. He was conflicted on what he wanted as an outcome.
The third day was different. Spike was waiting for him as usual when Clem brought him back to the suite.
“How’d he do?” Spike asked Clem.
“Great, Master Spike!” Clem replied enthusiastically. “He walked right along the edge!”
Spike gave Xander a long look. Xander return the look with his customary angry glare. Spike nodded.
“Tomorrow I want you to get him to wade in the pool up to his knees,” Spike said.
Xander and Clem gasped.
“M..Master Spike?”
“Is that a problem?” Spike asked Clem.
Damn you! You’re just as sick as your grandsire you over bleached whiskey soaked sadist! Xander thought.
“Well..its just that..well X..Xander’s still awfully nervous,” Clem said.
It’s OK Clem, Xander thought and moved a bit closer to the saggy skinned demon. Spike arched an eyebrow.
“He is…but he’s come along way since you’ve been working with him. I have confidence you can get him to do this, Clem. I know you won’t let me down,” Spike said.
Clem paled and then nodded his head quickly. “Of course Master Spike,” Clem said.
Bullying Clem! That make you feel like the big vampire on campus? Xander wondered and glared at Spike. Spike sighed.
“See ya tomorrow then, yeah?”
Clem nodded and then gathered up Ante. He left quickly and barely managed to wave goodbye to Xander. Xander smiled back at the demon then marched to his pillow where he slunk down to his kneeling position.
Spike closed and locked the door behind Clem. He came over and sat in the chair beside Xander.
“Front and center,” Spike ordered. Xander looked at Spike but moved until he was kneeling in front of Spike. He looked up at the vampire.
“Look, pet, you have made good strides with the water thing. Clem’s been doing a good job with you. You get in the water tomorrow and not only will Clem get a nice little raise and access to more of the human stuff he likes but I’ll take ya to see Tara. Whaddya think?”
Xander narrowed his eyes and studied Spike. The thought of going into the pool nearly had him choking on air, but the promise of seeingTara ... He nodded.
“Don’t let me down,” Spike warned.
Right or it’s time to see if Xander…or maybe Clem..can fly, Xander thought.
Spike reached out his hand and touched Xander’s cheek. Xander used all the self control he had not to flinch back from the vampire. Still some twitch of muscle must have betrayed him because Spike’s eyes narrowed then he sighed before dropping his hand.
“The game has been rescheduled for the night after tomorrow,” Spike said.
Xander shrugged.
“I’m not going to lose you,” Spike vowed again.
Xander blinked and then shrugged again.
“You trying to tell me you don’t care?” Spike growled.
And I thought you were a moron! Xander thought as he blinked again.
“Dammit Xander!”
Damn YOU! Xander thought.
Spike sat back in his chair and glared at Xander. Xander returned the glare.
“Take your tray and go eat in the corner,” Spike finally ordered. Xander obeyed.
***
It was hard for Xander to decide who was more nervous, Clem or himself. They were down by the pool and both were just standing staring at it.
“I’m really sorry, Xander,” Clem finally said.
Me too, Xander thought as he nodded.
“You OK?” Clem asked.
Xander’s heart was racing. Rivulets of sweat were making their way down his skin and beneath his belt. Breathing was difficult. He nodded.
“Do you want to go slow or just get it over with?” Clem asked. “I mean..I hate taking off bandages so I just rip ‘em off. Get it over with quick…but I understand if you don’t wanna do it like that.”
Xander turned and smiled at Clem. He held up one finger.
“Huh?” Clem said.
Xander sighed and then used two fingers to pantomime walking slowly.
“Oh! Slowly!” Clem said.
Xander smiled again and nodded.
“You wanna hold my hand?” Clem said.
Xander blinked at Clem. Is that allowed? he wondered.
“M..Master Spike doesn’t have to know…and if even if he find out..well I’ll just tell him it’s what it took to make sure his orders were carried out,” Clem said as close to defiant as Xander had ever heard the gentle demon.
Xander thought about refusing even though a friendly hand was comforting. He didn’t want to put Clem at risk. Yet, there was something in Clem like he’d found a spark of courage he’d always lacked and if Xander refused him it might just put out that spark.
Xander held out his hand. A smile lit up Clem’s face as he quickly reached out and clasped hands with Xander.
“I won’t let anything happen to ya, Xan,” Clem said. “I can swim really good. I’m also your friend. You’ll be fine.”
I know, Xander thought as he smiled at Clem. I trust you.
Then Xander took a deep breath. He turned and looked at the pool. It was large. He knew that. He’d walked around it the last few days. There was a reason why it was called the Grand Pool. He and Clem were standing at the tops of the steps leading down to the concrete area just before the pool. Xander exhaled and began to move down the steps.
“You know,” Clem began to talk immediately as they began to descend the steps. “There used to be chairs and cabanas all around this pool. Spike had ‘em taken out. Said he liked things simple. I think its just cuz he doesn’t want many demons to use it. Wonder why that is? You think maybe he sneaks out for a moonlight swim now and then?”
Xander let Clem’s voice wash over him as he concentrated on putting one foot before the other. Each step brought him closer to the pool. Each step brought him closer to the placid blue water and stirred up memories of liquid covering him, choking him and immobilizing him. Xander stumbled.
“Hey there,” Clem said immediately as he caught Xander. “Be careful. You’re OK buddy. I got ya.”
Xander turned and smiled at Clem. Clem smiled back. Xander took another deep breath and let it out before focusing back on the pool. He managed to descend a few more steps down before stopping.
“So then I was up three torties and two Siamese,” Clem prattled on. “Thought I’d hit the jackpot.”
Xander turned again and looked at Clem.
You really gambled for kittens? Xander wondered.
“What?” Clem asked as he realized Xander was staring at him. Xander shook his head and looked at the pool.
“But then, my luck changed,” Clem continued. Xander started walking towards the pool. He focused on Clem’s voice and not the clear water. One, two, three…twelve steps and he was now at the edge of the pool.
“Well I mean how could I resist a Sphynx kitten? I mean I had to go all in right?” Clem said as Xander put his free hand on the hand rail and put his right foot down on to the first submerged step leading down into the pool.
Xander hissed as the cool water surged over his hot foot. He clenched Clem’s hand tightly and fought to control his breathing.
“A royal flush!” Clem said. “Can you believe it Xander! I was wiped out! Not so much as an orange tabby left!”
Xander swallowed and stepped down with his left foot. Clem followed. The water surged up to cover his ankles.
“I think I ate canned tuna and crackers for a month,” Clem lamented. Xander squeezed his eyes shut and counted to ten.
“…so that meant I was back in business! Well just so long as I shared my tuna with her highness,” Clem was rattling on by the time Xander reached ten. He opened his eyes and move down another step.
“Torties! Prima donnas!”
The water was half way up Xander calves now.
“…though she was sweet. Cutest little litter of kittens you ever did see.”
Xander pulled Clem close and took another step down. The water lapped at his knees. Xander froze. A scream was building at the back of his throat.
“Xander,” Clem whispered urgently in his ear. “You did it! We can leave now.”
Xander turned and looked at Clem. Clem was silently looking at Xander. Xander nodded furiously and Clem led him quickly back out of the pool. Tears were streaming down Xander’s face. He did it! He’d waded into the pool. He’d made it out alive.
Clem led Xander back to the grassy area where his bag was. He reached in and pulled out a thermos.
“Time for a celebration,” Clem said and he reached in the bag and pulled out a packed treat of chocolaty goodness. “Milk and Ho Hos!”
Xander laughed and nodded. Clem smiled and opened the thermos.
***
Spike was waiting for them in the suite. He sniffed the air when they walked in and then smiled.
“You smell of chlorine, pet,” he said.
“He went into the pool up to his knees,” Clem said proudly. “Just as you ordered.”
Spike stared at Clem for a moment then smiled.
“Good. Clem talk to Lorne. I think ya deserve a raise…and maybe a room here at the Slayer’s End, yeah?”
“M..Master Spike..I…well..yes thank you!” Clem sputtered in shock.
“Take the night off,” Spike ordered. Clem looked at Xander then nodded. He gathered up Ante and left.
“Go take a shower, pet,” Spike said as he helped Xander off with his belt. “I’ll tell Lorne you’ll eat withTara , yeah?”
Xander nodded stiffly and headed for the bathroom. Spike sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.
After the pool the shower was easy. Xander stepped in, cleaned up and got out. There was no fear and no hesitation. Xander even found himself smiling. It was strange. He shouldn’t be smiling but something about being in the pool and coming out strengthened him.
He dried himself and strode back into the bedroom. A pair of slacks and shirt were on the bed, so was Spike.
“Thought ya might want ta wear a bit more when ya seeTara ,” Spike said as he got off the bed and moved to Xander.
Xander nodded stiffly as Spike helped him on with his belt. For a moment, as Spike locked the front of the belt, they were face to face and centimeters a part. Their eyes met and Xander thought Spike’s eyes were as blue as the pool. Before he looked away, he wondered briefly if he’d ever have the courage to go wading in those depths again. Spike sighed and stepped back. He handed the clothes to Xander.
Once he was dressed, Spike clipped the leash on Xander.
“Let’s go,” he said quietly and led Xander out of the bedroom, the suite and into the private elevator. Spike keyed the elevator. They rode down in silence.
Spike and the children did their ritual but it seemed as if Spike just wasn’t into it. His joy seemed faked.
Was he ever really into it? Xander thought. Was it always just an act?
Spike led him toTara ’s room and keyed it open under the ever watchful eyes of the Mofos. The door swung open and Spike dropped Xander’s leash.
“I’ll get ya later,” Spike said as he gestured Xander inside. Xander studied Spike a moment before slipping inside. The door shut.
“XANDER!”Tara cried and flung herself at Xander. Xander wrapped his arms around Tara and hugged her close. Tears formed in his eyes and he held her tight.
She is safe, Xander thought. I can save her.
“X..Xander?”Tara asked.
Xander shook his head and held on tight.Tara returned the tight hold and then just muttered soothing words. Xander began to cry in earnest and Tara let him. She rubbed his back and whispered sweet words of comfort. Finally Xander let her go and stepped back. He looked at her.
“Oh X..Xander,”Tara whispered, reached out and wiped the tears from Xander’s cheeks. “What happened?”
How..I don’t know how to explain, Xander thought and held his hands out in an empty gesture.
“It was Larry,” Lorne whispered. Xander whirled around only now noticing the green demon. Xander angrily wiped at his face with his arm.
“L..Larry?”Tara asked.
Xander shook his head. She doesn’t need to know! Xander thought.
“The Resistance made a move to try and rescue Xander. Larry survived the attack,” Lorne said.
Tara gasped and looked at Xander.
“You knew him?” she asked.
Yes I knew him. I went to school with him. He beat me up every fifth period like clock work for two years, Xander thought then paused. How did you know it was ‘knew’ and not ‘know?’
Xander studiedTara closely as he nodded slowly.
“I’m so sorry, Xander,”Tara said and she looked at Lorne. “Tell me.”
“What’s there to tell?” Lorne shrugged sadly. “Larry thought he saw an opportunity with his team and tried capturing Xander. Larry survived. Larry was tortured…”
And now Larry’s dead! Xander thought angrily and stormed to the other side of the room.
“Spike killed him. Spike tortured him and Xander was there,”Tara said softly.
Lorne nodded.Tara looked at Xander who looked at the wall.
“How long?”Tara asked.
“How long what, pumpkin?”
“How long did he torture, Larry,”
Long enough, Xander thought as he clenched his fists.
“A few hours,” Lorne said.
“And how did he die?”
Xander whirled around and looked atTara . What difference does it make? he wondered.
“Spike..he threw him off the roof,” Lorne answered.
Tara moved over to Xander and put her hand over his heart. He stared at her.
“It could have been much worse,”Tara said softly. Xander jerked back in horror.
Worse! You act like Spike should be applauded! Xander thought. News flash! Larry..human being…former bully and soldier for humanity now dead!
“Xander,”Tara said softly, “I’ve been a slave to demons a long time. I’ve seen people tortured and killed for a lot less. They were tortured not for hours but days and their deaths weren’t quick but slow…horribly slow.”
So what? That makes Spike the Death Fairy? Good humans hope when it’s their time they get him to deliver their ugly and painful demise? Xander shook his head and stormed to another corner.
“Spike..he..he does what he can..he..c.care…”
Xander turned onTara and shook his head violently. He pointed at her.
Don’t you say it! Don’t you dare say it! he thought angrily.
Tara sighed. She moved close to Xander and touched his arm. He jerked away and she tried again. He looked at her.
“This is an e..evil world Xander. S..sometimes b..bad things have to be done j..just so a little g..good will survive,”Tara said quietly.
If I’m the good that’s survived then I’m not worth the bad thing of Larry’s death! Xander thought.
“If..if your positions had b..been reversed,”Tara asked, “would you h..have done the same for h..him? If he’d been prisoner of a v..vampire and you thought you c..could rescue h..him would you try?”
Of course! Xander thought.
“And if..you f..failed…w..would you still think the attempt was worth it?”
It’s not the same! Xander thought as he backpedaled from whereTara was going.
“W..would you h..have died to try and r..rescue Larry?”
But…I didn’t need to be rescued! Xander thought and then fresh tears sprung from his eyes. I was…OH Buffy…I was going to…Rescue wasn’t even on my mind!
“Xander,”Tara said. “Larry didn’t know you were safe with Spike.”
Xander shook his head. I’m not safe with him! he silently protested.
“He didn’t know what lengths Spike would go to protect you,”Tara continued.
Xander continued to shake his head.Tara wrapped her arms around Xander.
“Larry tried to rescue y..you. If your p..positions had been r..reversed you’d have done the s..same thing,”Tara whispered.
Xander nodded and hugged her tight.
“You’d be..h..happy he was alive…and w..well,”Tara continued
Xander nodded and sniffed.
“What Spike did was wrong..but..it was also necessary,”Tara said. “And in the scope of just how bad this world is..his w..wrong? Maybe it was the r…”
Please don’t say it, Xander silently pleaded and hugged her tighter.
Tara bit her lip and held Xander close. They stayed like that for a long time.
***
Spike's day wasn’t improving when he got back to his office. Lilah was waiting for him. Bloody hell! he thought. How did she slip into my city without me knowing!
“Lilah,” he purred, “what a…surprise.”
“Spike,” she replied.
“Tsk..tsk,” Spike said as he wagged a finger at her before sitting down. “It’s Master Spike. You keep forgetting that. Yer bosses aware of yer memory problem?”
Lilah leaned forward in her seat and stared at Spike then said, “Maybe it’s Master Spike and maybe it isn’t.”
“What’s that supposed to mean, ducks?”
“Means Angelus got your tape and has a few questions.”
Spike picked at his fingernails.
“Granddaddy didn’t like it?”
“Granddaddy thought it was missing a few things…like a more prolonged torture session. More information.”
“Ah c’mon!” Spike said as he rolled his eyes. “Lar was a grunt! He gave up what he had! I wasn’t about to sit around and ask the same boring questions…listen to the same boring screams when I could be out having fun! When I could be out taking care of business.”
Lilah studied Spike. Then said, “Where’s your Pet?”
“Around,” Spike said. “A bit put off with him. He’s got a bit of an attitude problem since this whole Lar thing.”
“I’d like to see him,” Lilah said.
“Well lots of folks would,” Spike purred lasciviously, “but he’s still my Pet and I don’t share.”
“Have him brought to the office,” Lilah ordered, “now.”
Spike’s eyes flashed yellow as he leaned over his desk and yelled, “Yer ordering me around in my office you over priced tart!”
“Please,” Lilah added with a lifted eyebrow. Spike growled and then picked up the phone. He punched in a few numbers and waited a few moments.
“Yeah. Bring Xander to my office. We’ve got company,” Spike barked into the receiver before slamming it back down on his desk.
“Somebody forget their O positive this evening?” Lilah asked.
“Somebody forget how dangerous it is to piss off a master vampire?” Spike replied.
“I’m under protection from Angelus and Wolfram and Hart, Spike. You won’t risk breaking that.”
“I’m a member of the order of Aurelius. You never know what I’d risk. Look at our family history. Not exactly stable, ducks.”
Lilah paled for a moment and then shifted in her chair. There was a slight scent of fear underneath of her expensive perfume. Spike smiled.
“So why didn’t the old man come himself?” Spike asked.
“You know he doesn’t like to leaveL.A.
“So he’s sends his favorite shoeshine girl, eh?” Spike asked. “What else ya shine for ‘im, Lilah? Ya think yer next on his list of toys? It make yer panties moist knowin’ yer only one mistake away from being his next plaything?”
Lilah gasped then narrowed her eyes. “I’m not soft like Lindsey,” she said. “I don’t make mistakes.”
Spike looked Lilah up and down. “Ya look plenty soft ta me, ducks.”
“Here I thought you were all about boy toys now?”
“Bloke can like whiskey and a good larger.”
“Well I’m neither,” Lilah said.
There was a knock on Spike’s door.
“Yeah!” Spike shouted. The door opened and Lorne led Xander in by his leash. Spike’s eyes narrowed as he looked at Xander. Boy’s been crying, he’s upset, Spike thought and shot a glare at Lorne. Lorne shrugged slightly.
“Lorne,” Lilah said.
“Ms. Morgan,” Lorne said pleasantly. “I’m sorry I wasn’t aware of your visit. I would have greeted you personally if I’d known. Please let me know if there’s anything I can get you or provide to make your stay pleasant.”
“My visit was supposed to be a surprise. I’m sure you’ll know if I’m not completely satisfied. You may leave now.”
Spike growled. Lorne looked and Spike and the vampire nodded. Lorne dropped Xander’s leash and left.
Xander’s eyes went wide when he saw Lilah. He remembered what he’d endured his last visit. His emotional state was still raw from talking withTara and he’d been as surprised as Lorne when he’d been ordered to Spike’s office. He looked at Spike. Spike looked angry. Fear coiled deep inside of Xander and chilled him. He couldn’t stop the tremors that started to race through his body.
“Xander,” Lilah said.
Xander locked frightened eyes on the lawyer.
“Hear you had a visit from an old friend,” Lilah said.
Shock slammed through Xander. She’s here about Larry! Xander thought. Angelus must have sent her! Dammit! Wasn’t his death enough!
“Xander?” she asked.
Xander nodded stiffly.
“Did you know anything about his plans?” Lilah asked.
Xander shock shown openly on his face. What?! How the hell could I… Xander looked from Lilah to Spike What the hell is going on? Torture time for me too?
“Xander!” Lilah barked. Xander looked back at her and shook his head.
“Pet,” Spike ordered, “Over by me.”
Xander moved stiffly and stood by Spike’s chair. Xander watched him the whole time.
“I wonder Spike…I mean Master Spike,” Lilah began, “did you shorten the torture session on behalf of your Pet?”
Xander paled and looked at Spike.
“Told ya, I was bored!”
“What do you think, Xander?”
It wasn’t short, lady! See how ‘short’ you think it is when someone’s cutting and beating you! Xander shook his head.
“You haven’t given him the potion yet?” Lilah asked.
Spike picked at his desk and shrugged.
“I’ll give it it to him when I think he deserves to talk,” Spike said.
“Angelus…”
“Angelus didn’t make it an order or I would have,” Spike said.
“Was implied.”
“Which gives me leeway.”
“Be careful Master Spike,” Lilah warned.
Spike laughed.
“You! Yer warnin’ me? Got news for ya bird, I’ll be around long after yer an empty husk and Angelus has drained you dry and used ya like yesterday nose blow!”
Lilah stiffened.
“You’re not winning any favors,” she said.
“Don’t need to,” Spike said and then began to punch numbers on his phone. He pushed the button so it was on speaker phone. Lilah’s eyes narrowed as she heard the ring on the line.
“Who are you…?”
“Spikey!” Angelus voice boomed out of the phone.
“Sire,” Spike said smoothly.
“Lilah must be there,” Angelus said.
“The tart’s here and stinkin’ up my office,” Spike said. Angelus laughed.
“Well I was a bit put out, Spike my boy,” Angelus said.
“Thought you’d enjoy that bit of snuff,” Spike said.
“Was too short.”
“Torture’s borin’,” Spike said. “Specially when ya already have all the answers.”
“Spikey…Spike. Thought I taught you better than that,” Angelus said.
“Send me out for a spot a violence…let me wreak havoc and chaos. I’m your vamp. Do the slow dance of poke, gouge and endless questions….well…”
Angelus laughed again.
“So Lilah,” Angelus asked, “how are things in Vegas?”
“Spike is impertinent as usual,” Lilah said.
Spike growled.
“Don’t think he likes you,” Angelus said. “Wonder if I should give you to him for a few days.”
Lilah’s eyes widened.
“S..sir?”
“Well, you did forget to call him Master. Spike does stand on ceremony about the oddest things.”
Lilah swallowed.
“Forgive me sir. I meant to say that Master Spike is…well less hospitable and gracious than I had expected.”
Angelus laughed again. “Spike! Hospitable and gracious! Lilah…I think I need to adjust your…expectations.”
“Sir.”
“So how does Xan look?” Angelus asked.
Lilah looked at Xander.
“Shocky. He’s been crying recently. He’s had a lot of sun lately but he looks pale underneath it. I’d say traumatized.”
“Have to say, Spike,” Angelus said. “Xander’s reactions were my favorite part. Bit disappointed though I didn’t get to hear him yell and scream. Would have been nice to hear him beg a bit.”
“Thought the vial was a reward. Hasn’t earned it yet.”
“Well you have! Next time you send me an update like that…I want to hear Xander’s anguish.”
Spike nodded and replied, “Right.”
“Still, him on his knees…struggling…” the sound of Angelus smacking his lips could be heard easily through the speaker. “Linds and I had lots of fun watching that.”
Xander’s stomach rolled. The world spun.
“Down, PET!” Spike ordered. Xander dropped to his knees.
“Problems?” Angelus asked.
“Your commentary was a little too colorful for Xander,” Spike smirked.
Angleus laughed.
“Really…if Buffy could see him now,” the elder vampire said. “OK, Lilah. Pack it up and head back.”
“Sir?”
“Spike’s got the message loud and clear and you confirmed what I wanted to know.”
“Ange…”
“Lilah…do you really want to argue with me?” There was the sound of flesh slapping flesh and then the sound of a pained grunt. Xander pictured a gagged Lindsey on his knees and Angelus behind him.
“No sir,” Lilah said as she stood up.
“See Linds,” Angelus said as the sound of flesh against flesh resumed and became rhythmic. “That’s obedience. Maybe one day you’ll learn it.”
There was a grunted response. Angelus laughed and the sounds of rough sex continued.
“I’ll have Lorne show you out,” Spike said to Lilah. She nodded and then headed for the door.
“Uh..uh…YES!” Angelus screeched on the line. “DAMN Linds! Still so tight after all this time!”
“Will that be all, Sire?” Spike asked.
“Well from your end Spikey! Linds here has a looong hard night ahead don’t ya boy?” There as another grunt and Angelus laughed.
“Bye Angelus,” Spike said.
“Todoloo,” Angelus said and the line went dead.
Lilah opened the door. Lorne waited on the other side.
“See she gets safely out of the city. Let me know when she’s gone,” Spike ordered.
Lorne nodded and Lilah glared at Spike. She turned and left. Lorne closed the door behind her.
Xander was still on his knees. He had his eyes clenched shut and his hands fisted. Spike reached out and ran his hand through Xander's hair. Xander jerked back.
“Pet,” Spike said softly. Xander locked eyes with Spike. There was so much fear, hurt, anger and borderline hatred shining in those dark pools.
“Xander,” Spike said in a whisper, “just hang on until Lorne gets back.”
Why? Xander thought.
Spike tapped his leg and Xander reluctantly crawled back to him. Spike ran his hand down Xander’s neck and urged him to lean against his leg. Xander obeyed the silent commands but did not relax against Spike.
***
Xander wasn’t sure how long he leaned against Spike. It was long enough he lost track of time. He never exactly relaxed but he did “zone out” for awhile. He drifted away from the hurt, the pain and the confusion.
He jumped when there was a knock at Spike’s door.
“Shh, pet,” Spike said quietly before shouting a subdued, “yeah!”
Lorne walked in the office and flopped down in the chair opposite Spike.
“She gone?” Spike asked.
“Yes,” Lorne asked.
“How the hell did she get in here without…?”
“Magic. Shielded her entrance. No one saw her.” Lorne answered before Spike could finish asking the question.
“Showy,” Spike said and sighed.
“Spike…”
“He was sending a message, Lorne,” Spike said. “I get a pass on this one.”
A pass? Xander thought.
“Next time…”
“Well if security does its job maybe there won’t be a next time!”
“Lemon drop…sooner or later…”
“I’ll deal with it when it comes. No sense borrowin’ trouble. We’ve got enough.”
What are you talking about? Xander thought and pulled away from Spike. Spike looked at Xander.
“Confused, pet?” Spike asked.
Xander nodded.
“Angelus didn’t like the way I handled the situation with Larry. Thought I ended it too soon. Was letting me know he was displeased.”
Xander paled. Angelus was displeased! What happened with Larry wasn’t…? Xander crawled away from Spike and shook his head. Spike sighed.
“C’mon, Xander,” Spike said as he stood up and walked over to Xander. He leaned down and picked up Xander’s leash. “Time you and me went for a walk.”
Xander shook his head.
“Not a choice,” Spike said and tugged at the leash until Xander was on his feet then ordered, “Lorne, bring the car around. We’re goin’ to theLuxor
Lorne nodded and Spike led Xander out of the office. Spike was silent as he led Xander through the casino crowd and down to the garage.
TheLuxor
The limo was waiting for them when they arrived in the garage. Once again Xander was on his knees at Spike’s feet. Once again Spike’s unwanted hand was threading it’s way through his hair.
Stop it! Xander thought. Stop playing games with me!
They drove the strip in continued silence. Xander stared at the floor. The ride was short. The driver opened the doors when they stopped. They were in another garage. Spike led Xander out of the limo and through a different casino. This one looked like it was something out of a late night feature film. Everything looked like it was decorated by a fan of Boris Karloff’s The Mummy.
Spike nodded and smiled at those he greeted. He led Xander on until they came to a museum. It was the King Tut Museum. Xander looked at Spike. Spike looked at security.
“Want some private time with my, pet,” Spike said. The guards smirked. “Come here for a specific game. See we’re not disturbed.”
The guards nodded and looked at Xander. They grinned again. Spike tugged on Xander leash and they entered the museum. It was a replica of King Tut’s tomb. It was dazzling. There were clay pots, statues and assorted bits of furniture. Spike continued to lead Xander through the first room and on until they reached the room where the huge golden sarcophagus lay. Xander looked at Spike and frowned.
What the hell are you up to? Xander thought. Spike moved toward the far wall. He searched for a moment then pressed on one of the painted images. The wall swung quietly forward into the room. Xander’s eyes went wide. He stared at Spike. Spike smiled and he tugged on the leash.
Quickly the vampire led him beyond the wall. On the other side Spike hit a button and the wall swung closed. Xander looked around and it seemed like they were inside some storage area. Spike moved toward the far wall where there was a large door with a handle and huge lock on it. Spike keyed the lock then tugged on the handle.
The door was heavy but easily opened by the master vampire. Spike tugged Xander forward until he was at the threshold. There was the sound of chains rattling and a body moving. Someone flipped a switch and the room filled with light.
Xander’s heart thudded to a stop and his breath caught in his throat. He would have fallen to his knees but Spike’s arms wrapped around him and held him up. Sitting on a cot on the far side of the room with his feet chained and his arm in a sling was Larry!
Larry was sitting up and blinking into the light. He looked at the figures standing in the doorway.
“Xander?” he asked.
Larry! Xander’s mind raced. Larry…you’re ALIVE!
TBC…
Author’s notes:
Sphynxs are hairless cats with wrinkly skin.
TheLuxor King Tut Museum
The pool Clem and Xander have been walking around is the Grand Pool at the MGM.
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Spike breathed deep the delicate scent of pheromones Xander’s body was releasing. He could feel his pet’s reaction and he could see the stir of interest in Xander’s loins. It both pleased and saddened him. It pleased him because as long as part of Xander still wanted him there was hope that not all was lost. There was hope he could still win Xander back…could still Claim him. It saddened him because he knew the terrible burden and guilt it was to be attracted to someone who’d hurt you. He knew what it was like to respond to someone who you hated.
“It’s OK, pet,” Spike whispered. “Blood..passion..works its will regardless of what we want.”
Xander turned his head. Spike quickly finished up with treating Xander, got off the bed and then he covered Xander with the blankets.
“My promise still stands, pet,” Spike said softly. He touched the tip of Xander’s nose briefly before turning off the lights and leaving the bedroom.
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The strange pattern repeated itself over the next couple of days. Clem or Ante would wake Xander up in the afternoon. Clem would feed him a smoothie or something light and then take him outside. Only this time he made sure Xander put on a sun block.
“I have permission to do your back,” Clem had said the first time Xander tried to apply the lotion. Xander had nodded his assent. Clem’s hands had been cool, not as cool as Spike’s but cooler then a human’s. His skin was also soft and while Clem had been gentle there was none of the strange sense of soothing Xander had felt at Spike’s touch. He had hated it.
Each day Clem enticed Xander a little closer to the pool’s edge. Each day he talked the whole way through the walk and let Xander know he was there for him. Each day he also brought comics and then snack food to share after the walk. Xander had found those moments soothing.
He’d come to learn that Clem was a gentle and kind being. He also had sensed that Clem had been somewhat lonely too. Clem had been a little demon in a big demon world. Being the “sitter” for Master Spike's Pet gave him status that he had never had before but what seemed important to him was Xander’s friendship.
Clem made sure to always take Xander to and from the suite in routes where they were less likely to be seen by other demons thus keeping Xander’s near nakedness from being an issue. Clem always talked to Xander like a person, not a thing. Clem was always nervous around Spike and Xander began to put himself more and more between Spike and the floppy eared demon.
That was part of the daily ritual. Clem would bring Xander back to the suite after their afternoon excursion and Spike would be waiting for them. He’d dismiss Clem, feed Xander and then gently massage skin lotion on after Xander showered.
Xander wondered what the point of the lotion was. The burn was fading. Yet, Spike seemed obsessed in making sure Xander didn’t peel. He was quiet most of the time he worked on Xander and he was infinitely patient. His touch was light. Xander bore it with clenched jaws. He hated how it soothed some wounded part of him. He hated it even more how his body responded to Spike. The vampire ended the massage the same way; he tucked Xander in and touched him lightly on the nose before leaving.
Sleep would overcome Xander then for a few hours. When he awoke Clem or Lorne was always there to keep him company the rest of the evening. Spike never returned and Xander didn’t try to find out where the vampire went though he couldn’t help but wonder.
Lorne had told Xander the game had been delayed until Spike had finished a security sweep. Xander had grunted in response. He hadn’t cared about the sweep. He had cared about the game though. He was conflicted on what he wanted as an outcome.
The third day was different. Spike was waiting for him as usual when Clem brought him back to the suite.
“How’d he do?” Spike asked Clem.
“Great, Master Spike!” Clem replied enthusiastically. “He walked right along the edge!”
Spike gave Xander a long look. Xander return the look with his customary angry glare. Spike nodded.
“Tomorrow I want you to get him to wade in the pool up to his knees,” Spike said.
Xander and Clem gasped.
“M..Master Spike?”
“Is that a problem?” Spike asked Clem.
Damn you! You’re just as sick as your grandsire you over bleached whiskey soaked sadist! Xander thought.
“Well..its just that..well X..Xander’s still awfully nervous,” Clem said.
It’s OK Clem, Xander thought and moved a bit closer to the saggy skinned demon. Spike arched an eyebrow.
“He is…but he’s come along way since you’ve been working with him. I have confidence you can get him to do this, Clem. I know you won’t let me down,” Spike said.
Clem paled and then nodded his head quickly. “Of course Master Spike,” Clem said.
Bullying Clem! That make you feel like the big vampire on campus? Xander wondered and glared at Spike. Spike sighed.
“See ya tomorrow then, yeah?”
Clem nodded and then gathered up Ante. He left quickly and barely managed to wave goodbye to Xander. Xander smiled back at the demon then marched to his pillow where he slunk down to his kneeling position.
Spike closed and locked the door behind Clem. He came over and sat in the chair beside Xander.
“Front and center,” Spike ordered. Xander looked at Spike but moved until he was kneeling in front of Spike. He looked up at the vampire.
“Look, pet, you have made good strides with the water thing. Clem’s been doing a good job with you. You get in the water tomorrow and not only will Clem get a nice little raise and access to more of the human stuff he likes but I’ll take ya to see Tara. Whaddya think?”
Xander narrowed his eyes and studied Spike. The thought of going into the pool nearly had him choking on air, but the promise of seeing
“Don’t let me down,” Spike warned.
Right or it’s time to see if Xander…or maybe Clem..can fly, Xander thought.
Spike reached out his hand and touched Xander’s cheek. Xander used all the self control he had not to flinch back from the vampire. Still some twitch of muscle must have betrayed him because Spike’s eyes narrowed then he sighed before dropping his hand.
“The game has been rescheduled for the night after tomorrow,” Spike said.
Xander shrugged.
“I’m not going to lose you,” Spike vowed again.
Xander blinked and then shrugged again.
“You trying to tell me you don’t care?” Spike growled.
And I thought you were a moron! Xander thought as he blinked again.
“Dammit Xander!”
Damn YOU! Xander thought.
Spike sat back in his chair and glared at Xander. Xander returned the glare.
“Take your tray and go eat in the corner,” Spike finally ordered. Xander obeyed.
***
It was hard for Xander to decide who was more nervous, Clem or himself. They were down by the pool and both were just standing staring at it.
“I’m really sorry, Xander,” Clem finally said.
Me too, Xander thought as he nodded.
“You OK?” Clem asked.
Xander’s heart was racing. Rivulets of sweat were making their way down his skin and beneath his belt. Breathing was difficult. He nodded.
“Do you want to go slow or just get it over with?” Clem asked. “I mean..I hate taking off bandages so I just rip ‘em off. Get it over with quick…but I understand if you don’t wanna do it like that.”
Xander turned and smiled at Clem. He held up one finger.
“Huh?” Clem said.
Xander sighed and then used two fingers to pantomime walking slowly.
“Oh! Slowly!” Clem said.
Xander smiled again and nodded.
“You wanna hold my hand?” Clem said.
Xander blinked at Clem. Is that allowed? he wondered.
“M..Master Spike doesn’t have to know…and if even if he find out..well I’ll just tell him it’s what it took to make sure his orders were carried out,” Clem said as close to defiant as Xander had ever heard the gentle demon.
Xander thought about refusing even though a friendly hand was comforting. He didn’t want to put Clem at risk. Yet, there was something in Clem like he’d found a spark of courage he’d always lacked and if Xander refused him it might just put out that spark.
Xander held out his hand. A smile lit up Clem’s face as he quickly reached out and clasped hands with Xander.
“I won’t let anything happen to ya, Xan,” Clem said. “I can swim really good. I’m also your friend. You’ll be fine.”
I know, Xander thought as he smiled at Clem. I trust you.
Then Xander took a deep breath. He turned and looked at the pool. It was large. He knew that. He’d walked around it the last few days. There was a reason why it was called the Grand Pool. He and Clem were standing at the tops of the steps leading down to the concrete area just before the pool. Xander exhaled and began to move down the steps.
“You know,” Clem began to talk immediately as they began to descend the steps. “There used to be chairs and cabanas all around this pool. Spike had ‘em taken out. Said he liked things simple. I think its just cuz he doesn’t want many demons to use it. Wonder why that is? You think maybe he sneaks out for a moonlight swim now and then?”
Xander let Clem’s voice wash over him as he concentrated on putting one foot before the other. Each step brought him closer to the pool. Each step brought him closer to the placid blue water and stirred up memories of liquid covering him, choking him and immobilizing him. Xander stumbled.
“Hey there,” Clem said immediately as he caught Xander. “Be careful. You’re OK buddy. I got ya.”
Xander turned and smiled at Clem. Clem smiled back. Xander took another deep breath and let it out before focusing back on the pool. He managed to descend a few more steps down before stopping.
“So then I was up three torties and two Siamese,” Clem prattled on. “Thought I’d hit the jackpot.”
Xander turned again and looked at Clem.
You really gambled for kittens? Xander wondered.
“What?” Clem asked as he realized Xander was staring at him. Xander shook his head and looked at the pool.
“But then, my luck changed,” Clem continued. Xander started walking towards the pool. He focused on Clem’s voice and not the clear water. One, two, three…twelve steps and he was now at the edge of the pool.
“Well I mean how could I resist a Sphynx kitten? I mean I had to go all in right?” Clem said as Xander put his free hand on the hand rail and put his right foot down on to the first submerged step leading down into the pool.
Xander hissed as the cool water surged over his hot foot. He clenched Clem’s hand tightly and fought to control his breathing.
“A royal flush!” Clem said. “Can you believe it Xander! I was wiped out! Not so much as an orange tabby left!”
Xander swallowed and stepped down with his left foot. Clem followed. The water surged up to cover his ankles.
“I think I ate canned tuna and crackers for a month,” Clem lamented. Xander squeezed his eyes shut and counted to ten.
“…so that meant I was back in business! Well just so long as I shared my tuna with her highness,” Clem was rattling on by the time Xander reached ten. He opened his eyes and move down another step.
“Torties! Prima donnas!”
The water was half way up Xander calves now.
“…though she was sweet. Cutest little litter of kittens you ever did see.”
Xander pulled Clem close and took another step down. The water lapped at his knees. Xander froze. A scream was building at the back of his throat.
“Xander,” Clem whispered urgently in his ear. “You did it! We can leave now.”
Xander turned and looked at Clem. Clem was silently looking at Xander. Xander nodded furiously and Clem led him quickly back out of the pool. Tears were streaming down Xander’s face. He did it! He’d waded into the pool. He’d made it out alive.
Clem led Xander back to the grassy area where his bag was. He reached in and pulled out a thermos.
“Time for a celebration,” Clem said and he reached in the bag and pulled out a packed treat of chocolaty goodness. “Milk and Ho Hos!”
Xander laughed and nodded. Clem smiled and opened the thermos.
***
Spike was waiting for them in the suite. He sniffed the air when they walked in and then smiled.
“You smell of chlorine, pet,” he said.
“He went into the pool up to his knees,” Clem said proudly. “Just as you ordered.”
Spike stared at Clem for a moment then smiled.
“Good. Clem talk to Lorne. I think ya deserve a raise…and maybe a room here at the Slayer’s End, yeah?”
“M..Master Spike..I…well..yes thank you!” Clem sputtered in shock.
“Take the night off,” Spike ordered. Clem looked at Xander then nodded. He gathered up Ante and left.
“Go take a shower, pet,” Spike said as he helped Xander off with his belt. “I’ll tell Lorne you’ll eat with
Xander nodded stiffly and headed for the bathroom. Spike sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.
After the pool the shower was easy. Xander stepped in, cleaned up and got out. There was no fear and no hesitation. Xander even found himself smiling. It was strange. He shouldn’t be smiling but something about being in the pool and coming out strengthened him.
He dried himself and strode back into the bedroom. A pair of slacks and shirt were on the bed, so was Spike.
“Thought ya might want ta wear a bit more when ya see
Xander nodded stiffly as Spike helped him on with his belt. For a moment, as Spike locked the front of the belt, they were face to face and centimeters a part. Their eyes met and Xander thought Spike’s eyes were as blue as the pool. Before he looked away, he wondered briefly if he’d ever have the courage to go wading in those depths again. Spike sighed and stepped back. He handed the clothes to Xander.
Once he was dressed, Spike clipped the leash on Xander.
“Let’s go,” he said quietly and led Xander out of the bedroom, the suite and into the private elevator. Spike keyed the elevator. They rode down in silence.
Spike and the children did their ritual but it seemed as if Spike just wasn’t into it. His joy seemed faked.
Was he ever really into it? Xander thought. Was it always just an act?
Spike led him to
“I’ll get ya later,” Spike said as he gestured Xander inside. Xander studied Spike a moment before slipping inside. The door shut.
“XANDER!”
She is safe, Xander thought. I can save her.
“X..Xander?”
Xander shook his head and held on tight.
“Oh X..Xander,”
How..I don’t know how to explain, Xander thought and held his hands out in an empty gesture.
“It was Larry,” Lorne whispered. Xander whirled around only now noticing the green demon. Xander angrily wiped at his face with his arm.
“L..Larry?”
Xander shook his head. She doesn’t need to know! Xander thought.
“The Resistance made a move to try and rescue Xander. Larry survived the attack,” Lorne said.
“You knew him?” she asked.
Yes I knew him. I went to school with him. He beat me up every fifth period like clock work for two years, Xander thought then paused. How did you know it was ‘knew’ and not ‘know?’
Xander studied
“I’m so sorry, Xander,”
“What’s there to tell?” Lorne shrugged sadly. “Larry thought he saw an opportunity with his team and tried capturing Xander. Larry survived. Larry was tortured…”
And now Larry’s dead! Xander thought angrily and stormed to the other side of the room.
“Spike killed him. Spike tortured him and Xander was there,”
Lorne nodded.
“How long?”
“How long what, pumpkin?”
“How long did he torture, Larry,”
Long enough, Xander thought as he clenched his fists.
“A few hours,” Lorne said.
“And how did he die?”
Xander whirled around and looked at
“Spike..he threw him off the roof,” Lorne answered.
“It could have been much worse,”
Worse! You act like Spike should be applauded! Xander thought. News flash! Larry..human being…former bully and soldier for humanity now dead!
“Xander,”
So what? That makes Spike the Death Fairy? Good humans hope when it’s their time they get him to deliver their ugly and painful demise? Xander shook his head and stormed to another corner.
“Spike..he..he does what he can..he..c.care…”
Xander turned on
Don’t you say it! Don’t you dare say it! he thought angrily.
“This is an e..evil world Xander. S..sometimes b..bad things have to be done j..just so a little g..good will survive,”
If I’m the good that’s survived then I’m not worth the bad thing of Larry’s death! Xander thought.
“If..if your positions had b..been reversed,”
Of course! Xander thought.
“And if..you f..failed…w..would you still think the attempt was worth it?”
It’s not the same! Xander thought as he backpedaled from where
“W..would you h..have died to try and r..rescue Larry?”
But…I didn’t need to be rescued! Xander thought and then fresh tears sprung from his eyes. I was…OH Buffy…I was going to…Rescue wasn’t even on my mind!
“Xander,”
Xander shook his head. I’m not safe with him! he silently protested.
“He didn’t know what lengths Spike would go to protect you,”
Xander continued to shake his head.
“Larry tried to rescue y..you. If your p..positions had been r..reversed you’d have done the s..same thing,”
Xander nodded and hugged her tight.
“You’d be..h..happy he was alive…and w..well,”
Xander nodded and sniffed.
“What Spike did was wrong..but..it was also necessary,”
Please don’t say it, Xander silently pleaded and hugged her tighter.
***
Spike's day wasn’t improving when he got back to his office. Lilah was waiting for him. Bloody hell! he thought. How did she slip into my city without me knowing!
“Lilah,” he purred, “what a…surprise.”
“Spike,” she replied.
“Tsk..tsk,” Spike said as he wagged a finger at her before sitting down. “It’s Master Spike. You keep forgetting that. Yer bosses aware of yer memory problem?”
Lilah leaned forward in her seat and stared at Spike then said, “Maybe it’s Master Spike and maybe it isn’t.”
“What’s that supposed to mean, ducks?”
“Means Angelus got your tape and has a few questions.”
Spike picked at his fingernails.
“Granddaddy didn’t like it?”
“Granddaddy thought it was missing a few things…like a more prolonged torture session. More information.”
“Ah c’mon!” Spike said as he rolled his eyes. “Lar was a grunt! He gave up what he had! I wasn’t about to sit around and ask the same boring questions…listen to the same boring screams when I could be out having fun! When I could be out taking care of business.”
Lilah studied Spike. Then said, “Where’s your Pet?”
“Around,” Spike said. “A bit put off with him. He’s got a bit of an attitude problem since this whole Lar thing.”
“I’d like to see him,” Lilah said.
“Well lots of folks would,” Spike purred lasciviously, “but he’s still my Pet and I don’t share.”
“Have him brought to the office,” Lilah ordered, “now.”
Spike’s eyes flashed yellow as he leaned over his desk and yelled, “Yer ordering me around in my office you over priced tart!”
“Please,” Lilah added with a lifted eyebrow. Spike growled and then picked up the phone. He punched in a few numbers and waited a few moments.
“Yeah. Bring Xander to my office. We’ve got company,” Spike barked into the receiver before slamming it back down on his desk.
“Somebody forget their O positive this evening?” Lilah asked.
“Somebody forget how dangerous it is to piss off a master vampire?” Spike replied.
“I’m under protection from Angelus and Wolfram and Hart, Spike. You won’t risk breaking that.”
“I’m a member of the order of Aurelius. You never know what I’d risk. Look at our family history. Not exactly stable, ducks.”
Lilah paled for a moment and then shifted in her chair. There was a slight scent of fear underneath of her expensive perfume. Spike smiled.
“So why didn’t the old man come himself?” Spike asked.
“You know he doesn’t like to leave
“So he’s sends his favorite shoeshine girl, eh?” Spike asked. “What else ya shine for ‘im, Lilah? Ya think yer next on his list of toys? It make yer panties moist knowin’ yer only one mistake away from being his next plaything?”
Lilah gasped then narrowed her eyes. “I’m not soft like Lindsey,” she said. “I don’t make mistakes.”
Spike looked Lilah up and down. “Ya look plenty soft ta me, ducks.”
“Here I thought you were all about boy toys now?”
“Bloke can like whiskey and a good larger.”
“Well I’m neither,” Lilah said.
There was a knock on Spike’s door.
“Yeah!” Spike shouted. The door opened and Lorne led Xander in by his leash. Spike’s eyes narrowed as he looked at Xander. Boy’s been crying, he’s upset, Spike thought and shot a glare at Lorne. Lorne shrugged slightly.
“Lorne,” Lilah said.
“Ms. Morgan,” Lorne said pleasantly. “I’m sorry I wasn’t aware of your visit. I would have greeted you personally if I’d known. Please let me know if there’s anything I can get you or provide to make your stay pleasant.”
“My visit was supposed to be a surprise. I’m sure you’ll know if I’m not completely satisfied. You may leave now.”
Spike growled. Lorne looked and Spike and the vampire nodded. Lorne dropped Xander’s leash and left.
Xander’s eyes went wide when he saw Lilah. He remembered what he’d endured his last visit. His emotional state was still raw from talking with
“Xander,” Lilah said.
Xander locked frightened eyes on the lawyer.
“Hear you had a visit from an old friend,” Lilah said.
Shock slammed through Xander. She’s here about Larry! Xander thought. Angelus must have sent her! Dammit! Wasn’t his death enough!
“Xander?” she asked.
Xander nodded stiffly.
“Did you know anything about his plans?” Lilah asked.
Xander shock shown openly on his face. What?! How the hell could I… Xander looked from Lilah to Spike What the hell is going on? Torture time for me too?
“Xander!” Lilah barked. Xander looked back at her and shook his head.
“Pet,” Spike ordered, “Over by me.”
Xander moved stiffly and stood by Spike’s chair. Xander watched him the whole time.
“I wonder Spike…I mean Master Spike,” Lilah began, “did you shorten the torture session on behalf of your Pet?”
Xander paled and looked at Spike.
“Told ya, I was bored!”
“What do you think, Xander?”
It wasn’t short, lady! See how ‘short’ you think it is when someone’s cutting and beating you! Xander shook his head.
“You haven’t given him the potion yet?” Lilah asked.
Spike picked at his desk and shrugged.
“I’ll give it it to him when I think he deserves to talk,” Spike said.
“Angelus…”
“Angelus didn’t make it an order or I would have,” Spike said.
“Was implied.”
“Which gives me leeway.”
“Be careful Master Spike,” Lilah warned.
Spike laughed.
“You! Yer warnin’ me? Got news for ya bird, I’ll be around long after yer an empty husk and Angelus has drained you dry and used ya like yesterday nose blow!”
Lilah stiffened.
“You’re not winning any favors,” she said.
“Don’t need to,” Spike said and then began to punch numbers on his phone. He pushed the button so it was on speaker phone. Lilah’s eyes narrowed as she heard the ring on the line.
“Who are you…?”
“Spikey!” Angelus voice boomed out of the phone.
“Sire,” Spike said smoothly.
“Lilah must be there,” Angelus said.
“The tart’s here and stinkin’ up my office,” Spike said. Angelus laughed.
“Well I was a bit put out, Spike my boy,” Angelus said.
“Thought you’d enjoy that bit of snuff,” Spike said.
“Was too short.”
“Torture’s borin’,” Spike said. “Specially when ya already have all the answers.”
“Spikey…Spike. Thought I taught you better than that,” Angelus said.
“Send me out for a spot a violence…let me wreak havoc and chaos. I’m your vamp. Do the slow dance of poke, gouge and endless questions….well…”
Angelus laughed again.
“So Lilah,” Angelus asked, “how are things in Vegas?”
“Spike is impertinent as usual,” Lilah said.
Spike growled.
“Don’t think he likes you,” Angelus said. “Wonder if I should give you to him for a few days.”
Lilah’s eyes widened.
“S..sir?”
“Well, you did forget to call him Master. Spike does stand on ceremony about the oddest things.”
Lilah swallowed.
“Forgive me sir. I meant to say that Master Spike is…well less hospitable and gracious than I had expected.”
Angelus laughed again. “Spike! Hospitable and gracious! Lilah…I think I need to adjust your…expectations.”
“Sir.”
“So how does Xan look?” Angelus asked.
Lilah looked at Xander.
“Shocky. He’s been crying recently. He’s had a lot of sun lately but he looks pale underneath it. I’d say traumatized.”
“Have to say, Spike,” Angelus said. “Xander’s reactions were my favorite part. Bit disappointed though I didn’t get to hear him yell and scream. Would have been nice to hear him beg a bit.”
“Thought the vial was a reward. Hasn’t earned it yet.”
“Well you have! Next time you send me an update like that…I want to hear Xander’s anguish.”
Spike nodded and replied, “Right.”
“Still, him on his knees…struggling…” the sound of Angelus smacking his lips could be heard easily through the speaker. “Linds and I had lots of fun watching that.”
Xander’s stomach rolled. The world spun.
“Down, PET!” Spike ordered. Xander dropped to his knees.
“Problems?” Angelus asked.
“Your commentary was a little too colorful for Xander,” Spike smirked.
Angleus laughed.
“Really…if Buffy could see him now,” the elder vampire said. “OK, Lilah. Pack it up and head back.”
“Sir?”
“Spike’s got the message loud and clear and you confirmed what I wanted to know.”
“Ange…”
“Lilah…do you really want to argue with me?” There was the sound of flesh slapping flesh and then the sound of a pained grunt. Xander pictured a gagged Lindsey on his knees and Angelus behind him.
“No sir,” Lilah said as she stood up.
“See Linds,” Angelus said as the sound of flesh against flesh resumed and became rhythmic. “That’s obedience. Maybe one day you’ll learn it.”
There was a grunted response. Angelus laughed and the sounds of rough sex continued.
“I’ll have Lorne show you out,” Spike said to Lilah. She nodded and then headed for the door.
“Uh..uh…YES!” Angelus screeched on the line. “DAMN Linds! Still so tight after all this time!”
“Will that be all, Sire?” Spike asked.
“Well from your end Spikey! Linds here has a looong hard night ahead don’t ya boy?” There as another grunt and Angelus laughed.
“Bye Angelus,” Spike said.
“Todoloo,” Angelus said and the line went dead.
Lilah opened the door. Lorne waited on the other side.
“See she gets safely out of the city. Let me know when she’s gone,” Spike ordered.
Lorne nodded and Lilah glared at Spike. She turned and left. Lorne closed the door behind her.
Xander was still on his knees. He had his eyes clenched shut and his hands fisted. Spike reached out and ran his hand through Xander's hair. Xander jerked back.
“Pet,” Spike said softly. Xander locked eyes with Spike. There was so much fear, hurt, anger and borderline hatred shining in those dark pools.
“Xander,” Spike said in a whisper, “just hang on until Lorne gets back.”
Why? Xander thought.
Spike tapped his leg and Xander reluctantly crawled back to him. Spike ran his hand down Xander’s neck and urged him to lean against his leg. Xander obeyed the silent commands but did not relax against Spike.
***
Xander wasn’t sure how long he leaned against Spike. It was long enough he lost track of time. He never exactly relaxed but he did “zone out” for awhile. He drifted away from the hurt, the pain and the confusion.
He jumped when there was a knock at Spike’s door.
“Shh, pet,” Spike said quietly before shouting a subdued, “yeah!”
Lorne walked in the office and flopped down in the chair opposite Spike.
“She gone?” Spike asked.
“Yes,” Lorne asked.
“How the hell did she get in here without…?”
“Magic. Shielded her entrance. No one saw her.” Lorne answered before Spike could finish asking the question.
“Showy,” Spike said and sighed.
“Spike…”
“He was sending a message, Lorne,” Spike said. “I get a pass on this one.”
A pass? Xander thought.
“Next time…”
“Well if security does its job maybe there won’t be a next time!”
“Lemon drop…sooner or later…”
“I’ll deal with it when it comes. No sense borrowin’ trouble. We’ve got enough.”
What are you talking about? Xander thought and pulled away from Spike. Spike looked at Xander.
“Confused, pet?” Spike asked.
Xander nodded.
“Angelus didn’t like the way I handled the situation with Larry. Thought I ended it too soon. Was letting me know he was displeased.”
Xander paled. Angelus was displeased! What happened with Larry wasn’t…? Xander crawled away from Spike and shook his head. Spike sighed.
“C’mon, Xander,” Spike said as he stood up and walked over to Xander. He leaned down and picked up Xander’s leash. “Time you and me went for a walk.”
Xander shook his head.
“Not a choice,” Spike said and tugged at the leash until Xander was on his feet then ordered, “Lorne, bring the car around. We’re goin’ to the
Lorne nodded and Spike led Xander out of the office. Spike was silent as he led Xander through the casino crowd and down to the garage.
The
The limo was waiting for them when they arrived in the garage. Once again Xander was on his knees at Spike’s feet. Once again Spike’s unwanted hand was threading it’s way through his hair.
Stop it! Xander thought. Stop playing games with me!
They drove the strip in continued silence. Xander stared at the floor. The ride was short. The driver opened the doors when they stopped. They were in another garage. Spike led Xander out of the limo and through a different casino. This one looked like it was something out of a late night feature film. Everything looked like it was decorated by a fan of Boris Karloff’s The Mummy.
Spike nodded and smiled at those he greeted. He led Xander on until they came to a museum. It was the King Tut Museum. Xander looked at Spike. Spike looked at security.
“Want some private time with my, pet,” Spike said. The guards smirked. “Come here for a specific game. See we’re not disturbed.”
The guards nodded and looked at Xander. They grinned again. Spike tugged on Xander leash and they entered the museum. It was a replica of King Tut’s tomb. It was dazzling. There were clay pots, statues and assorted bits of furniture. Spike continued to lead Xander through the first room and on until they reached the room where the huge golden sarcophagus lay. Xander looked at Spike and frowned.
What the hell are you up to? Xander thought. Spike moved toward the far wall. He searched for a moment then pressed on one of the painted images. The wall swung quietly forward into the room. Xander’s eyes went wide. He stared at Spike. Spike smiled and he tugged on the leash.
Quickly the vampire led him beyond the wall. On the other side Spike hit a button and the wall swung closed. Xander looked around and it seemed like they were inside some storage area. Spike moved toward the far wall where there was a large door with a handle and huge lock on it. Spike keyed the lock then tugged on the handle.
The door was heavy but easily opened by the master vampire. Spike tugged Xander forward until he was at the threshold. There was the sound of chains rattling and a body moving. Someone flipped a switch and the room filled with light.
Xander’s heart thudded to a stop and his breath caught in his throat. He would have fallen to his knees but Spike’s arms wrapped around him and held him up. Sitting on a cot on the far side of the room with his feet chained and his arm in a sling was Larry!
Larry was sitting up and blinking into the light. He looked at the figures standing in the doorway.
“Xander?” he asked.
Larry! Xander’s mind raced. Larry…you’re ALIVE!
TBC…
Author’s notes:
Sphynxs are hairless cats with wrinkly skin.
The
The pool Clem and Xander have been walking around is the Grand Pool at the MGM.
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Date: 2007-10-02 10:03 pm (UTC)(OK, now I'll go read...LOL)
--Cat
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Date: 2007-10-02 10:22 pm (UTC)well...
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Date: 2007-10-02 10:10 pm (UTC)::jumps for joy, does a dance::
Yay!
It makes me so happy for more!
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!
Yay for not-dead Larry, and for Spike finally telling him.
~Alice~
LOL - thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 04:47 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2007-10-02 10:21 pm (UTC)... And see? I knew you wouldn't be so mean as to kill Larry off *AND* traumatize Xander at the same time *pfft!* LOLOL
This was also a lovely long chapter, and just a delight to curl up with. Clem is just too cute, and I hope you get Ante more into the mix, even if only to hiss at Spike the next time Xan gets all pissed at him ;-). And Larry seems in pretty good shape, while Tara seemed fairly optimistic about him (kinda-sorta). I'm not sure whether she was trying to encourage Xan with the "it was only a little torture" or if she was trying to ease his mind a bit because she KNEW Larry was alive (i.e., she had a big hand in healing him).
Anyway, luv, sorry this is less coherent than normal (OK, not much difference, LOL) but I'm suffering from bouts of dizziness at the moment (too much fun the other night, when the hubby and I were drinking with a friend we hadn't seen in a while - you'd think I'd learn! LOL), so I'll have to let others catch any tiny typos... *I'm* just going to go back, re-read, and ENJOY!!
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Date: 2007-10-04 04:49 am (UTC)Tara wasn't optimistic as much as pragmatic. She's been a slave the last seven years. She's seen the depth of demonic depravity and what Lorne told her...well she knew that was so light compared to what could have been. She also wanted Xander to try and confront his own guilt...which Xander wasn't dealing with...in his anger at Spike.
I thought you were coherent. :)
sr
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Date: 2007-10-02 10:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-02 10:23 pm (UTC)LOL
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Date: 2007-10-02 10:24 pm (UTC)I'm glad Spike showed Xander larry and that it came after Lilah's visit. I think Xander may want to refuse the potion as he knows now that one slip will be the ruin of so much.
I love the Xander & Clem show - just hope someone remembered to bring a litter box for Ante now that the kitten is spending so much time with Xander (they do tend to need to go at the oddest moments *g*). Spike sure knew which buttons to push to get his boi into the pool - hope he takes it slowly with days of wading before getting him into the deep end (since he's already in the deep end in so many other ways)..
Hope you are having a great birthday.
Shakatany
PS Some tiny errors:
“Becareful. You’re OK buddy. I got ya.” Be careful
“Torties! Prima donas!” donnas
Spike day wasn’t improving Spike's day
Here you had a visit from an old friend,” Heard
“Becareful Master Spike,” Be careful
I’ll be around long after yer an empty husk Angelus has drained you dry and used ya like yesterday nose blow!” long after yer an empty husk Angelus has drained dry?
No since borrowin’ trouble sense
He drifted away from the hurt the pain and the confusion. the hurt, the pain
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Date: 2007-10-03 03:10 pm (UTC)Shakatany
Thank you
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Date: 2007-10-02 10:54 pm (UTC)Thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 04:54 am (UTC)Tara wasn't optimistic as much as pragmatic. She's been a slave the last seven years. She's seen the depth of demonic depravity and what Lorne told her...well she knew that was so light compared to what could have been. She also wanted Xander to try and confront his own guilt...which Xander wasn't dealing with...in his anger at Spike.
Chap 38 is up.
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Date: 2007-10-02 11:04 pm (UTC)And, I'm happy to know that Larry is alive.
Thanks for sharing!!!
Thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 04:55 am (UTC)chap 38 is up.
sr
Vegas
Date: 2007-10-02 11:09 pm (UTC)Re: Vegas
Date: 2007-10-04 04:56 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2007-10-02 11:24 pm (UTC)Hope you have a great birthday. If you feel the need to have one tomorrow and give us another present, by all means....
k_w
LOL - thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 04:56 am (UTC)Thank you for the b-day wishes. It went very well...and btw ..Chap 38 is up!
sr
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Date: 2007-10-02 11:28 pm (UTC)(just picked one thing up beyond what the others have seen. You've got Lorne leading Spike by his leash)
I am pleased Larry is alive.
It is sad that Doyle is really gone but necessary.
Thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 04:58 am (UTC)Anyway...glad you liked. Chap 38 is up.
sr
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Date: 2007-10-02 11:39 pm (UTC)Happy Birthday! And many thanks for giving your readers a present.
Thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 04:58 am (UTC)sr
thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:03 am (UTC)sr
Yea!!
Date: 2007-10-02 11:48 pm (UTC)Re: Yea!!
Date: 2007-10-04 05:03 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 12:02 am (UTC)Ohhh, Yes! I knew it!!!! Marns dances around gloating and chanting... "Ha! Knew it, knew it!" Now Xander and Spike can move on and make a huge stride forward! Yes! Wonderful chapter, and absolutely fabulous to get a second in only two days. :)
keep penning,
Marns
~pobody's Nerfect
PS: Some errors I noticed...
Xander had nodded his ascent. (assent)
Yet, there was something almost [longing] in Clem like he’d found a spark of courage he’d always lacked and if Xander refused him it might just put out that spark. (i dunno, but if you read it it doesn't quite make sense)
The door opened and Lorne led [Spike] in by his leash. (Xander)
thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:04 am (UTC)Now...go enjoy chap 38.
sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 12:40 am (UTC)I thank you for the gift on your birthday.
Many hugs, Cindy
thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:05 am (UTC)*hugs back*
Chap 38 is up.
sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 12:51 am (UTC)And you're so awesome for posting two chapters so close together.
LOL - thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:06 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 01:00 am (UTC)And I can well believe Spike isn't in to torture. He seemed disgusted by it on Buffy Season two.
Birthday greetings here:http://laurie-ky.livejournal.com/20807.html
Laurie
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Date: 2007-10-04 05:11 am (UTC)Chap 38 is up.
sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 01:09 am (UTC)thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:12 am (UTC)sr
Whee!
Date: 2007-10-03 01:38 am (UTC)Running off to read this ep right now! Thank you thank you!
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Date: 2007-10-04 05:13 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 02:20 am (UTC)thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:13 am (UTC)Chap 38 is up.
sr
Thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:13 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 03:09 am (UTC)Yay! Thanks so much for updating! I love this piece!
thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:14 am (UTC)sr
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Date: 2007-10-03 04:34 am (UTC)What a wonderful thing to wake up to. Made my morning better even if I was a bit afraid what would happen but you made it all well, or at least better than before. I'm guessing Xander doesn't want to be won in the game by the azora anymore *g*
thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:15 am (UTC)Chap 38 is up.
sr
Happy Birthday to you!
Date: 2007-10-03 04:47 am (UTC)And oh yeah...happy birthday!
Re: Happy Birthday to you!
Date: 2007-10-04 05:17 am (UTC)Yeah..it was fun to have a scene where Lilah wasn't quite in command as she thought.
Await no longer...chap 38 is up.
sr
PS I love tigger!
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Date: 2007-10-03 05:49 am (UTC)The anguished sobs have tappered off and hope and expectaion are climbing higher on the ladder.
Did you under stand that? Shows I 'm not much of a poet...
anyway great work, looking forward to next update.
thank you
Date: 2007-10-04 05:17 am (UTC)Now...go enjoy chap 38. :)
sr