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2017-09-04 10:07 pm
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Bound By The Life Left Behind (8/?)

Ok, I'm way behind on updating everyone on this, but I've been plugging right away. Should have chapter 9 done very soon. 

Title: Bound By The Life Left Behind (8/?)
Fandom: Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, Sam, Demon Dean
Warnings: Slash, AU Season 10, Torture, violence, non-con
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Largely a darkfic where Sam and Castiel failed to recapture Demon Dean. Now they must each fight to save each other, survive the demon's promise of "no mercy," and cure Dean. All the while finding away to somehow keep the "deanmon" from crossing lines from which they know Dean could never recover once cured. Yet, can they? Especially as the demon knows all of their past sins, the ways to hurt them, and ultimately the way to pervert everything Dean was and loved.
 
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2017-08-12 05:03 pm
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Bound By The Life Left Behind (4/)

Ok...I started working on a new chapter of Lost Angels but my Bound muse got really bitching and obsessive. So here's an update to Bound instead. It's a long one. Pay attention to warning and chapter notes.

Title: Bound By The Life Left Behind (4/?)
Fandom: Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, Sam, Demon Dean
Warnings: Slash, AU Season 10, Torture, violence, non-con
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Largely a darkfic where Sam and Castiel failed to recapture Demon Dean. Now they must each fight to save each other, survive the demon's promise of "no mercy," and cure Dean. All the while finding away to somehow keep the "deanmon" from crossing lines from which they know Dean could never recover once cured. Yet, can they? Especially as the demon knows all of their past sins, the ways to hurt them, and ultimately the way to pervert everything Dean was and loved.
 
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2017-08-08 05:15 pm

Lost Angels (4/?)

Title: Lost Angels (4/?)
Fandom: Supernatural, BTVS; Dean/Castiel, Spike/Xander, Angel/Lindsay
Warnings: Slash, AU, Post-Apocalyptic, violence, non-con, slavery, SneerVerse
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It's been a year since the world has been free from its plunge into hell and free from the rule of the vampire who started it all. It's been twelve months of recovery and hunting for the Winchester brothers as they helped to eliminate the things in the dark that still had a taste for human flesh. Now, after several long months of hunting they finally have the big bad himself cornered. What they didn't know were there other forces at work, ones who wanted to bring about a second Apocalypse and the Winchesters were the key.
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2017-08-08 12:31 pm
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Bound By The Life Left Behind - New Story - First 3 Chap

All,

So my dark muse really wants to play. It's a good thing, because she's really getting me back to writing again. Anyway, I've started a new work. It's on the dark side (fair warning), so I've written it under a new Psued at AO3, Obsidian Rose.

Title: Bound By The Life Left Behind (3/?)
Fandom: Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, Sam, Demon Dean
Warnings: Slash, AU Season 10, Torture, violence, non-con
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Largely a darkfic where Sam and Castiel failed to recapture Demon Dean. Now they must each fight to save each other, survive the demon's promise of "no mercy," and cure Dean. All the while finding away to somehow keep the "deanmon" from crossing lines from which they know Dean could never recover once cured. Yet, can they? Especially as the demon knows all of their past sins, the ways to hurt them, and ultimately the way to pervert everything Dean was and loved.

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2017-06-26 08:15 pm

Lost Angels (3/?)

  Title: Lost Angels (3/?)

Fandom: Supernatural, BTVS; Dean/Castiel, Spike/Xander, Angel/Lindsay
Warnings: Slash, AU, Post-Apocalyptic, violence, non-con, slavery, SneerVerse
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It's been a year since the world has been free from its plunge into hell and free from the rule of the vampire who started it all. It's been twelve months of recovery and hunting for the Winchester brothers as they helped to eliminate the things in the dark that still had a taste for human flesh. Now, after several long months of hunting they finally have the big bad himself cornered. What they didn't know were there other forces at work, ones who wanted to bring about a second Apocalypse and the Winchesters were the key.

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Story is here.
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2017-05-29 10:49 pm
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Lost Angels (2/?)

 Title: Lost Angels (2/?)

Fandom: Supernatural, BTVS; Dean/Castiel, Spike/Xander, Angel/Lindsay
Warnings: Slash, AU, Post-Apocalyptic, violence, non-con, slavery, SneerVerse
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It's been a year since the world has been free from its plunge into hell and free from the rule of the vampire who started it all. It's been twelve months of recovery and hunting for the Winchester brothers as they helped to eliminate the things in the dark that still had a taste for human flesh. Now, after several long months of hunting they finally have the big bad himself cornered. What they didn't know were there other forces at work, ones who wanted to bring about a second Apocalypse and the Winchesters were the key.

**********************

Story is here.
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2017-05-24 09:50 am

Lost Angels Update This Weekend

FYI - Will post an update this weekend. I have been working on it, but handwriting the update here and there as I have a chance. HUGS

SR 
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2017-05-13 05:38 pm
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Lost Angels (1/?)

 Title: Lost Angels 

Fandom: Supernatural, BTVS; Dean/Castiel, Spike/Xander, Angel/Lindsay 
Warnings: Slash, AU, Post Apocalyptic, violence, non-con, slavery, SneerVerse 
Rating: NC-17 
Summary: It's been a year since the world has been free from it's plunge into hell and free from the rule of the vampire who started it all. It's been twelve months of recovery and hunting for the Winchester brothers as they helped to eliminate the things in the dark that still had a taste for human flesh. Now, after several long months of hunting they finally have the big bad himself cornered. What they didn't know were there other forces at work, ones who wanted to bring about a second Apocalypse and the Winchesters were the key. 

Story can be found here.

 

 

 

 

stillrose: (rainbow)
2017-01-01 06:29 pm

Happy New Year and Desert Ice News!

All,

Happy New Year everyone! I hope someone bought Death a pizza from Chicago and 2017 will be much better. In my attempt to start the year off right, I have some news for everyone.

*drum roll*

Desert Ice is due to be released 1/31/2017 as an original fic through LooseID!

Yep, 2016 is not only the year I finished Sneer, but rewrote, finished, and submitted Desert Ice for publication!

I don't have the link yet to it (this will be an ebook). We are still finalizing things, but when last I spoke with my editor, we are still on target for the 1/31/2017.

2017 is the year when I kick off a whole new phase to my writing life.

So, Happy New Year! I will keep you updated.

SR
stillrose: (rainbow)
2016-10-22 04:44 pm

Well..I'll give you an update..sort of

All,

I was hoping to make a big announcement by now, but something called "edits" has caused a delay. December 10th was going to be a big day for me, but now I'm keeping my eyes (and focus) on January 31, 2017.

Let's just say, I have been doing a lot of writing...and seemingly never ending edits. However, it's all worth it.

HUGS

SR
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2016-09-14 04:45 pm

Hope to have some exciting news to share soon!

I have been very very busy they last few months. I hope to share news of what I've been up to. Stay tuned. :)

SR
stillrose: (rainbow)
2016-04-20 01:10 pm

Back and Feeling Good!

All,

Surgery went well. Recovery went well. Was a bit challenging due to some restrictions but in terms of health I'm doing great. In fact I feel better than I have in over a year. Just starting to get my energy back.

I do have other exciting news but am holding off sharing until everything is official and what not.

Anyway...HUGS to all.

SR
stillrose: (rainbow)
2016-03-30 11:06 pm

Surgery in the morning

All,

I finally have surgery in the morning. Would be grateful for any positive thoughts and/or prayers if you have them to spare.

HUGS

SR
stillrose: (rainbow)
2016-03-23 09:43 am

The Muse Came a Callin!

I have a new story idea! For an original fic.

:)

SR
stillrose: (rainbow)
2016-03-21 12:15 pm

Happy Spring Everyone!

Hey all!

I'm still here. Ok..so finished the writing project I was working on and I'm in a "wait and see" situation on that for now.

Have some new ideas trying to percolate their way up to my attention. However, as I get closer to my surgery date I find it difficult to keep from focusing on anything but it. I have to be honest, I'm scared and anxious. I've never had surgery before. I've never been under anesthesia like this before.

Everything looks good. I had my preop appointments on the 17th and my labwork all came back great! My blood sugar, cholesterol, vitamin levels, etc..all good. My EKG was good. I even blew my weight loss mandate out of the water! I needed to lose 6 and I lost 19. :)

What sucks now is I'm on a special diet. It's a liver reduction diet until surgery. :P It consists of a 4-6 special protein shakes a day. I can have broth and I can also have up to 6oz of protein (beef, pork, chicken, or fish) a day as long as it's grilled or baked. Let me tell you all...it's rough. It's also another reason why it's hard for me to think. I'm only getting about 1100 calories a day and I'm hungry! LOL

Anyway..just wanted to let you all know I'm still here. Haven't disappeared again. I'm also committed to keep writing. Now just need to figure out what I'm doing next. The good thing about surgery is I'll have two weeks PTO after and I'll have lots of time at home recovering! Who knows? Maybe I'll be able to start something new then?

Take care!

SR
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2016-02-28 05:23 pm

Not much writing this week

All,

Didn't get much writing done this week but did get it done today. Am going to write more this week. No excuses.

The end of Feb. is usually hard for me; it's the anniversary of my mother's death. I think I've posted this before that my mother actually died the same day the Buffy episode the "The Body" aired. As big of a Buffy fan as I am/was it was always the oddest of coincidences for me.

Anyway, despite all the of the turmoil I've been through this month I dealt with the anniversary better than I have in previous years. Still, I do think I let it, work, and prep for my procedure in March distract me.

I've been tasked with a big project at work doing something I haven't done before and it's required so much mental energy in addition to doing my normal day to day work. On the bright side it is an opportunity for me to shine. :)

Anyway..hope everyone is well.

SR
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2016-02-22 01:59 pm

What a Strange Month -- I Feel Like I'm Living a Strange Country Song

So...Wednesday night I get a FB message from my boyfriend of a year telling me he is breaking up with me and that he will not discuss it in any medium.

Who does that???

First off, everyone I'm good. I had reached the decision the relationship needed to end as well (the final straw being he chose to game with his friends the day I put Ollie Cat to sleep rather than stop by and see me). However, as an adult I was looking for a time for us to meet so we could talk and discuss face to face.

Anyway....I don't know how you can go from saying you love someone to sending them a FB message listing the reasons why the relationship isn't working and that you are ending it and that you won't discuss it period.

*shake head*

Anyway, I have a great support network. I'm actually doing really well. Had a slight 'moment' on Saturday when I was at a social function where he was also at (we have a lot of mutual friends and hobbies). However, I left early...took myself to Planet Fitness, rented a movie on my iphone and took a four mile walk on a treadmill while watching the film. I felt GREAT when i was done..as if I'd just taken myself on a date.

Got a good bit of writing done this weekend.

I don't know..maybe this is just one more thing I needed to clean out of my life to make way for the changes I'm making. Still, this particular person is one I will not make an effort to try and keep as a friend or a person I care about in my life.

As has been my theme for this year. Moving forward. :)

SR
stillrose: (rainbow)
2016-02-16 10:36 pm

Hanging in there - Writing a bit every day

Hope you all are doing well. I'm still making headway on the project I've been working on since finishing Sneer. Don't want to say to much at this time. So close to finishing. It's been hard the last few days but I've been forcing myself to write every day even if only for a few minutes.

This weekend was really rough I just couldn't get my muse in gear. Tonight though she really came back to me and I can really see a way through this place where I felt like I was doing the equivalent of trying to run through thick mud.

Anyway..moving forward.

My surgery is scheduled for 3/31 and I will have two weeks off after it. I'm nervous and excited. I'm doing a LOT of prep work as this will mean some big changes in my lifestyle post surgery.

Been doing a lot of walking. Wear my fitbit all the time except in the shower. LOL I call it my leash. Still it's a good feeling when I check my stats and know I've made my step goal for the day.

Still missing my Ollie Cat but I know that time heals. Have great support from friends and family. My boss even gave me a lovely card.

So...that's my check-in.

SR
stillrose: (rainbow)
2016-02-09 11:07 pm

Heartbroken

Today I had to put my wonderful cat OC to sleep. He had been with me for 19 years. It was the right decision but sometimes those are the ones which make you weep the most.